Tests:Part 1

So I got the test results back...I'm normal. Suck! So how do you fix normal? Okay so we still have to test my handsome husband, but right now as it stands, we are just one of those couples who takes forever to get pregnant. Which is hard to handle because you can't fix it if it isn't broken, all you can do it wait. Poop!

Fetility Testing

So tomorrow is the big day! I am going to get tested to see what's going on with my fertility issues. I am excited to start getting some answers. I hope it's something simple and easy to work with. I will update as soon as I get the info back, but right now I am for sure feeling excited, anxious, nervous.

A Lesson on Grey's Anatomy-Spoiler Alert

So Grey's Anatomy was CRAZY good last week, and this week was the "singing" episode. It was so so on singing but the message was strong. For those who aren't following it.....Kallie is in a car accident with Arizona, Kallie isn't wearing her seatbelt and it put threw the windshield, Kallie is pregnant. I don't remember how many months but I think it was 5 or 6. So this obviously puts both of them in great danger of danger. Well long story short-Meredith and Derrick are in the elevator, and the conversation is something like Meredith saying....Kallie didnt even try to get pregnant, and she did. I take shots, I take pills, I hold my legs up in the air, and I have no babies. How does that seem fair? And now God is trying to take the baby back....It just doesn't seem fair. I feel like this all the time! It just doesn't seem fair. People who aren't trying to get pregnant do, and those who shouldn't get pregnant do. It just doesn't seem fair......When will my time come? ......I go in for testing on Wednesday, hopefully we will get some answers.

Step 1:Weight Loss

Remember when I looked like this?? Cause I do....sigh...


And now I look like this.....again, sigh :/


Well I am on a mission to get closer to photo #1. I met with my OBGYN finally and talked with her about my struggles to get pregnant. I went of the pill in November 2009, and have been unsuccessful thus far at getting pregnant. My OB told me first things first I need to drop some LBS, which I have always known, just really haven't been motivated to do. So I met with a nutritionist last week. It was an awesome experience. I sat down with her and made a plan, talked about my calorie intake, exercise, and how to be successful with loosing weight. I met with her again today, and I met my goal for the week. I am down 2.1 lbs, which is great! But I want to do better. And I will. Chris and I have big plans. Exercise. I am motivated, because I want to start my family. For me, for Chris, for us. And I will do all I can to start my own family. And this is just step 1. Stay tuned for my progress. I am really excited!